cooking

this few week everyday also need to cook. Father just do d cataract operation so mom need to take care dad and my turn to take care grandma. if I din cook dont know who cook for her.. what I want to cook tomorrow? always cook the same food so boring

Suffer..

God... I'm so suffer now.. Everyday also want me to face the painfulness. After my heart now turn to my neck.. So pain so pain.. Today my left neck sudden fell so pain. Now i feel my right neck also start pain.. Don't know because of what problem.. Just sitting on the chair my neck also will pain. Please don let me suffer anymore. My body already full of medicine, i don want to add more and more.. I don want the medicine will become my daily food. I want to stop it.. Please God please help me.. I wish tomorrow when i wake up, all the painful will go away from me.. May God bless me..

quarrel quarrel.. always quarrel..!!

really feel stress when saw my parent argue.. don't know why stay together also like that now not everyday meet also will like that. sometimes look they happy I'll feel happy too. but sure got 1 day will quarrel. maybe this already is their hobbies. no quarrel will feel boring. C them quarrel I think the most angry one is me. saw likes that I really felt want to scold them. scold also no use, sure the problem will happen again, better don't want to care them. I hope it wont happen in my future life.

Why?

Why i always like that? Why something that i not suppose to do i still want to do it..?? If i still like that, it will only make myself more pain and sad.. Hope i can find somebody to share the problem with me, but i didn't fine it.. I don want to let too much of people know bout this prob.. If they know i still like that, they will say im so stupid.. Just hope i can settle it myself..

Sick..

Sick again.. Don't know why every month also will sick. Always same, flu, cough and sore throat.. Already wasted few box of tissue and few roll of toilet paper.. now the dustbin full of 'wantan'.. God.. please help me oooo.... I don't want every month also need to face the sick..

Friendship Forever

Find back a lots of old friends in facebook. So happy cause they still remember me. All also look big different already. More pretty and handsome. Few friends already married and engaged.. Feel so surprise when i see them add me as friend.. Some friends i think bout 10 years more we din meet, but they still remember my name. Some i didn't recognize already cause they look a big different already. Lucky they got put their old photo i only can remember. Think back our memory when study, primary school till secondary school, i really feel so happy and miss all tht time. When young we all also look cute and funny. We all also hope one day we can do a gathering. Really feel want to meet them face to face to talk bout our memory..

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My Watch...!!

My BUM watch so dirty already. Yesterday refill ink my watch on my table.. After finish refill i only saw my watch full of blue ink. Wash also same.. Used soap, clorox, nail polish remover etc.. Nothing different.. Just 1 year only... wasted my RM130 lo...

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Angry....

Stupid,idiot,f**kkkkkkkkkkkkkk...@@#%^&**&&%@@##..!!! Today An indian man make me very very angry..!! Really no manners..!! Just asked him don't lean on my shop's tent cause the stand got bit prob so i scare it will collapse.. Just advice him, he already start angry and he strongly kicked the stand and my gate.. When he go, he shout and scolded me ''PUKIMA"...!! I really hope the tent will suddenly fall down on him...!! That time i'll clap my hand... If he come to my shop again, i wont sell anything for him..!! AGB 3503 is his motor num.. Tomorrow i go to buy lottery..!!

My DVD-RAM drive lost..!!

Just wrongly install a Nero Incd software my cd-rom already gone from my computer... Open My Computer also din show out my DVD-ram drive..Delete the software already wait an hour also still not finish processing.. Try to check this check that also cannot find it back. Just a week format, though need to bring the computer go format again. Asked some friends they also confuse.. Lucky another friend teach me step by step to find it back. He said It's because the Incd already modify my driver.. Next time better check properly before want to install anything..

Fatty..

So fat already. Now my weight already increased till 55kg.. 2 years already increased 7kg. I need how long time to less leh..?? Everyday also said want to exercise and eat less but till now also the same. Got any idea no need to exercise and less eat also can slim?? But I think it bit hard.. Cannot be more fat lo, later all my clothes also cannot wear.. need buy a new.. now already so poor, no money to buy so many thing lo.. God.. give me slim slim slim..!!

Oh my lip..!!

My lip so pain and it already start red.. Always like that. Maybe last time i eat a prawn. Sometimes sit inside the air cond room also will like tht.. Sensitive lip. So sad, now i look so ugly.. When talk with somebody i try to stand bit far from them. If they see my lip like tht sure they will laugh.. Faster recover la..!!

Boy Friend

Today my sister told me something. She said in our family now, only she don have a bf. Bit funny when i heard it. Really a guy is very important for a girl?? Some said yes and some said no. For me, i think bf is very important for me. Everyone also need a companion. My bf is the one will be my husband in the future if he's sincerely love me, so he also is my companion till i old. Now my bf cannot accompany me. We stay too far just because he want to work and find money. But never mind, it's just for our future. Keep much of money, so our life wont be so hard. We start work hard to earn much money.. Luckily in this century, we already can using a handset and mail to contact with each others. No need to wasting our time to write a letter. I love my bf very much, i hope he also the same, now I'm patiently waiting him come back to see me although just for 1 day.. I'm waiting for you Leo..

Haiz....

Just last 2 week my cough and flu recover. Haiz.. So unlucky yesterday i start fever again. Haiz.. I really don't know why this month i always sick. Haiz.. Really-really tired and already feel so boring when i see all the medicine. Haiz.. Everyday i also need to take a medicine. Don't know when i can stop taking it.. When i c my medicine i'll think back something.. 7 years ago, I'm attacked by an epilepsy problem. I felt so scare. I don't know how to face it. I scare this problem will be my companion till i die. My parent hardly help me to find a doctor. Tried a lot's of medicine but the problem still attack me everyday. Add a medicine again and again. Luckily a new medicine help me a lots. I don't know the medicine is just help me to control or will complete recover one day. Although my problem didn't attack me for 2 years more, but sometime i'll feel so scare the problem will suddenly attack me again. Till now i need to take 3 times of medicine per day, hope the medicine can help me to recover my problem. I don't want the epilepsy problem will be my companion forever. Please God bless me..