Suffer..

God... I'm so suffer now.. Everyday also want me to face the painfulness. After my heart now turn to my neck.. So pain so pain.. Today my left neck sudden fell so pain. Now i feel my right neck also start pain.. Don't know because of what problem.. Just sitting on the chair my neck also will pain. Please don let me suffer anymore. My body already full of medicine, i don want to add more and more.. I don want the medicine will become my daily food. I want to stop it.. Please God please help me.. I wish tomorrow when i wake up, all the painful will go away from me.. May God bless me..

quarrel quarrel.. always quarrel..!!

really feel stress when saw my parent argue.. don't know why stay together also like that now not everyday meet also will like that. sometimes look they happy I'll feel happy too. but sure got 1 day will quarrel. maybe this already is their hobbies. no quarrel will feel boring. C them quarrel I think the most angry one is me. saw likes that I really felt want to scold them. scold also no use, sure the problem will happen again, better don't want to care them. I hope it wont happen in my future life.

Why?

Why i always like that? Why something that i not suppose to do i still want to do it..?? If i still like that, it will only make myself more pain and sad.. Hope i can find somebody to share the problem with me, but i didn't fine it.. I don want to let too much of people know bout this prob.. If they know i still like that, they will say im so stupid.. Just hope i can settle it myself..